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Jung Ilhoon – If I Die Tomorrow (cover/mixtape dari Beenzino’s If I dietomorrow)

"If tonight is like a sail that is given to me
What should do I with this?

My dreams that have settled on top of my crushed pride are like a ladybug
In a quiet Cheongdamdong villa, seven breaths filled up one room
The scars hidden under the glamour, sometimes we had to eat ramen to get by
Pretty girl group members’ legs are filled with scars, wounds, bruises and traces of practicing
We’re at the age to eat but we lose weight instead, 20 kgs difference from other friends
The scars hidden by the glamour wraps around me, like a ladybug in front of an enemy

If I die tomorrow, I will say what I want to say now

If I die tomorrow If I die tomorrow If I die tomorrow
The built up rhythm in my hungry heart
If I die tomorrow If I die tomorrow If I die tomorrow
The staggering rhythm that you can faintly see

There are raps that I forcefully made because I was pushed
It’s not wrong but I don’t think it’s right either
Looking back in life, I see things that I never imagined about myself
I see it, yeah I see it
Seeing myself treating my parents well
It’s a me that I’m not used to seeing
I wondered if I was able to do it
I used to say that nothing’s impossible
It’s like wanting to have kids
But not knowing if I’d be a good dad

What I can’t understand
Is how I used to want to be an adult so bad
But that little boy suddenly grew up
And now I want to be that little boy again

If I die tomorrow If I die tomorrow If I die tomorrow
The built up rhythm in my hungry heart
If I die tomorrow If I die tomorrow If I die tomorrow
The staggering rhythm that you can faintly see

As my eyes that look at the night sky for the last time
I tell myself that the self-torture will end tomorrow morning
I pray for the last time, to send me to heaven
Because this world was too much to be alive in
My dad would hear about me while he is working
My mom would try to wake me up from eternal sleep

Don’t cry mom and pa
I’ll see you in the next world
If I were to be born again, I’d be your child again
I’m gonna leave first, my loving sister
Also goodbye to the two that wait for me like my children
Even when I lay everything down, my heart is still heavy
I always in your minds
So don’t forget

I always in your minds
I always in your minds
I always in your minds
I always in your minds
Never forget

If I die tomorrow
Never forget
If I die tomorrow
Though it’s not a dream
If I die tomorrow
Never forget
If I die tomorrow
Though I leave now

If I die tomorrow
If I die tomorrow
If I die tomorrow
The built up rhythm in my hungry heart

If I die tomorrow
If I die tomorrow
If I die tomorrow
The staggering rhythm that you can faintly see"

Melihat hal ini, netizen Korea pun dibuat khawatir dengan kondisi kejiwaan pada idol lainnya.

"Ini sangat menyedihkan  Saya serius tidak tahu bagaimana anak-anak Bangtan masih mengatakan bahwa mereka bahagia sekarang. Pembenci, dapatkah kalian memotongnya ㅋㅋ menulis komentar kebencian di balik penyamaran anonim Anda "

"Guys, sebelum kalian menulis sesuatu, pikirkan sedikit tentang hal itu ... hal-hal yang kalian tulis tanpa banyak berpikir bisa membunuh seseorang"

"Serius, mixset Suga's 'The Last' ... secara nyata, ketika saya mendengarnya, saya tidak dapat melakukan apapun untuk sementara waktu. Zico juga begitu patah hati. Semakin banyak mereka ngerapp, semakin banyak hal yang bisa ditemukan (tentang hidup dan perasaan mereka). Serius, saya berpikir bahwa tidak ada akhir dari penderitaan seorang idola"

"Tolong jangan menulis komentar yang penuh kebencian. Kim Namjoon dan Min Yoongi menulis dalam lirik mereka bahwa mereka ingin mati. Kata-kata mereka sama seperti apa yang terjadi. Ini sangat menakutkan dan menyakitkan"

Ingatlah, untuk selalu jaga ucapanmu. Berbicara baik atau diam.

Buat hanya untuk artis Korea, tapi semua orang. Jadikanlah kepergian Jonghyun ini sebuah pelajara, agar kepergiannya tak sia-sia.

Selamat jalan Jonghyun. (TribunStyle.com/Tisa Ajeng)