Tulis Curhatan Tentang Anak, Marshanda Dapat Dukungan dari Dua Sahabatnya, Be Strong, Harus, & Bisa!

"Be strong!!! Harus! Dan BISA!

Kamu udah lakukan semua usaha yang kamu bisa untuk bisa tinggal bareng Sienna.

Udah ga ada lagi yang bisa kamu lakukan, sekarang waktunya serahin sama Tuhan.

Allah tau apa yang terbaik buat kamu, dan kapan waktu yang tepat untuk itu terjadi #pelukkk," ujar Nia.

Berikut curhatan sedih Marshanda yang merindukan sang anak, Sienna.

"-Part 1 of 1-

What can I do
I am guilty
Of losing you.

What can i do
I am guilty
Not blaming my illness but that is my weakness.

I got lost.
And nobody wins when they tried to save me from falling.
I had to fall. Says God.

And until today I cant see why I had to.
Cause it got me losing you.

I am guilty and I am ashamed.
People talk about me behind my back.
Saying I can’t bear sanity.
I can’t bear life.
Because I am ill.

And now what should I do.
When all I can think about is the thought of losing you.
My daughter.

And I miss you, everyday.
And I cry for you, everyday.
I am lost. And in this case I am lost forever.

I can only hope and pray for miracle.
I dont even believe that I still deserve the feeling of hope.
I’ve made too big of a mistake.

I am left with questions and tears.
I saw people around me.
Being allowed to be with their children.
Pushing me far away from the right self-concept I am supposed to have about myself.